Continuum — The Silent Liminal Space (2026)
Trapped In a Dream
BelliranER
Trapped In a Dream
I didn't feel the time that passed,
I couldn’t understand, yet wanted it to last.
I remembered the pain — but felt none,
I couldn’t understand — just relieved it was gone.
As high as my hope, so was my doubt,
As much as I wished, I couldn’t cast it out.
Afraid to admit, yet I knew what it means —
I'm living my life — but trapped in my dreams.
The following text does not explain the work.
It reflects what shaped it.
There are forms of survival that do not happen only within the body.
Sometimes life continues forward while another part of us continues living elsewhere—not because it cannot distinguish past from present, but because memory remains vivid enough to become a place we return to again and again.
For some, the past gradually softens into fragments.
For others, it remains astonishingly alive.
Not as an idea.
As experience.
The figure is not trapped because he mistakes memory for reality.
He is suspended between two realities that continue to exist within him.
One is the life unfolding before him.
The other is the life he continues to revisit—where love, loss, hope, fear, and former versions of himself remain emotionally present, as though time had never fully passed.
Neither world disappears.
They exist beside one another, each quietly shaping the way the other is lived.
The tree emerging from within him is not a symbol of growth.
It is a symbol of stillness.
Its roots hold him where body and circumstance can no longer move as they once did.
While memory continues to wander freely across years, the body remains rooted in the place where life was irrevocably changed.
The room remains divided.
Not because one half belongs to hope and the other to despair, but because both conditions continue to exist at once.
And still, beyond everything that remains unmoving, light continues entering through the window.
Not to erase the past.
Not to promise that it never happened.
But to remind us that even a life carrying many worlds within it can continue to receive light.